I WANT TO LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE YOUR JOY THRIVES & YOUR CREATIVITY IS LIBERATED.
THAT’S ME, PAINTBRUSH IN HAND FULLY SATURATED IN MY JOY IN 1984.
THIS IS ME, UNAPOLOGETICALLY SHINING BRIGHT IN 2024.
MY STORY
When I was a kid, making art and connecting with people sparked my joy.
But I was often told I was too quiet, too sensitive, not outgoing enough, not quite smart enough, not quite pretty enough. Religion and cultural norms reinforced these narratives and I internalized these stories as truths. I became shy and ashamed of who I was.
I pushed away my gifts of observation, my sensitivity, and my innate calm spirit.
I doubted my intution and was disconnected from my creative power.
As an adult I had a busy full life, but on the inside, I was anxious and exhausted.
I would often apologize for existing, ignore my own needs.
I would often say yes, when I wanted to say no.
At night, I would lay awake and wonder why confidence felt so elusive.
In 2012, I became a mother. My physical body was taxed and my nervous system was maxed.
I felt overwhelmed , exhausted and defeated all of the time.
One day I heard myself say:
“I want to unzip this body and walk right out of it.”
My longing to be more of myself was undeniable but I felt trapped in my body, in motherhood, in anxiety and in self doubt.
My daughter needed me to support her growth by honoring her strong independent and creative spirit.
I needed to support my own growth by learning to love myself, learning to trust my intuition and by choosing my creativity everyday.
I felt terrified to let go of the rules of the world, but also I knew I was being limited and confined by them.
I was so stuck.
So, I asked for help - from therapists, books and eventually a life coach.
And here is what happened:
I started making art and sharing it in public.
I found my way to conscious parenting skills.
I shifted from cynical & afraid, to joyful & brave.
I learned that who I am is enough , and that my life works best when I lean into my own joy.
I saw how perfectionism was consuming my energy.
I chose sobriety from alcohol, sugar and overeating.
I connected to my spiritual life outside of religion.
I discovered a deeply rooted confidence.
NOW I COACH MOTIVATED PEOPLE WHO ALSO WANT TO TRUST THEIR INTUITION AND FIND THE COURAGE TO FOLLOW THEIR OWN CREATIVITY.
My professional experience includes:
· Martha Beck Wayfinder Certified Life Coach
· International Coaching Federation Associate Certified Coach (ACC).
· 11+ years of immersive and committed self-study in the fields of positive psychology, neuroscience, conscious parenting, Zen spirituality, recovery, and creativity.
· 19 years of professional design and art services (BFA, Fiber Arts, University of Washington).
· A love of humanity
I am honored to serve as a letter writer for people currently experiencing a death row sentence in prison through Compassion Prison Project, a project focused on creating trauma informed prisons and communities. I deeply believe in the healing power of this work in our world.
At 43, I am an aspiring poet, a channel for creative connection, and it seems I will never have enough art supplies. I love long walks outside, swimming, yoga, dance breaks in my kitchen, and so much Art.
I have been proudly married to my husband David for 16 years, and I am mom to 12-year-old Ava, whose bold love of being quirky and intense creativity teaches me something new every day.
Gratitude to the teachers who have influenced me and my work:
Elizabeth Gilbert, Glennon Doyle, Krista Tippett, Tanmeet Sethi, M.D., Katie McKenna, LMHC,CN, The Work of Byron Katie, bell hooks, Sister Corita Kent, Dr. Gabor Maté, Mary Oliver, Martha Beck, Thich Nhat Hahn.